Monday, April 11, 2011

You Can't Do That

So, I was called away from my intended sleep in order to watch Doc Cairo's little video thing (I'm not familiar with UStream or whatever it is). As it turned out, so was Ava. Suffice to say, we had a pretty big argument in the chat and...Ava told me what she was so upset about.

She's pregnant. With my child.

And she decided to tell me this in a public chatroom while there was an ocean between us.

I'm sorry, Ava, but you can't do that. You just fucking can't. I don't know who the fuck Redlight sent back but you're not the same Ava I fell in love with. You've gone beyond your empathy snapback, it's more than just you not caring about most people. You clearly just don't give a fuck about anyone anymore, including me. You wouldn't tell me in person because apparently I'm too immature to deal with having a child, but it's perfectly mature for you to tell me in a fucking chatroom?

Well, for your fucking information, that is not an okay thing to do. It is an absolutely disgusting, hurtful thing to do. You didn't go over the line, darling, you did a running jump to try and get as much air time as you could.

You showed me and our relationship absolutely no respect and now I'm going to give you back exactly what you gave. I love you, Ava, I really do and I will do everything I possibly can to help raise our child. But until you stop acting like an arrogant cunt and remember who the fuck you're supposed to be, there is no "us". It's over.

Reach fucking out.


  1. Well holy fuck.

    When the hell- no, no don't tell me. is she gonna be on her own /pregnant/?

    Goddamn, I mean...I can't talk right now. This is a lot to take in. I blame you two for making me feel like a grandfather or some shit.

    I'll...I dunno what I'll do. Just- fuck.

  2. Oh. I'm sorry. I don't want to step beyond my bounds; it's not my place to speak on this matter. But if there's anything I can do for you, just ask. Ok?

  3. -headdesk- Argh. When I wanted you to get told by the right people, this is not what I had in mind...

    Well, regardless, you do what you feel is right, Ray. You've got all kinds of emotional support, for what it's worth. Now all that's needed is time.

  4. Fuck, man. I think... I think having some distance between you is going to help you. I don't know, I can't speak for Ava, but she's probably freaked as fuck. Just... Let her be, a bit, I guess. Concentrate on your family. Concentrate on being home. I'm so sorry.

  5. Wow, dumping your pregnant girlfriend over the internet while she's being stalked by a murderous Eldritch Abomination and Thage is missing.

    You've gone beyond disrespect for our relationship, Ray. This is blatent disregard for human life and your child.

    It seems I was right about the immaturity aspect. You're just like my Father.


  6. ...*facpalm, mutters* Idjiots...

  7. Yeah, Ava, because breaking up with you endangers your life. I never expected you to subscribe to Frap's bullshit on the Power of Love destroying the Slender Man but then again, I never expected you to do what you've done to me.

    I'll do everything I can for you and our child, Ava, but if you're not willing to put the effort into our relationship, I don't see why I should have to prop it up. I'll take care of you and our child, I'll support you and our child, I'll love you and our child but until you get over yourself, we can't be a couple. I broke myself enough with Ariana and at least she tried. I don't need to break myself again for someone who isn't willing to do the same.

  8. Ignore the comments a few post back. It worked itself out.

    Wish I could say congrats Big R(feels weird to use that again), but you don't seem that happy about it, probably because of the circumstances of which you found out. Uh, well, hmm...

    Live long and prosper?